Let’s hope it’s a step forward. 
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I’m even missing my wife whacking me in the night to stop snoring , really am going crazy !
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Hahaha I used to wake Andrew up by touching his face, it used to annoy him but I used to do it in my sleep. I can hear him now "get your finger out of my eye"
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I also miss sending him pictures of food that I made for tea. So I’ll send it to you guys instead
Andrew would be excited to eat the crackling, if I managed to save him some x
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We graduated beyond her rubbing my back to stop me as it stopped working , ended up a full on smack sometimes ha ha , mad thing is I miss it 
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@Dino13
I used to just hold his nostrils untill he gasped for breath that usually worked. Haha that was joke by the way 
Yes it’s silly what we miss. Every time I go into the shower the shower head is always were I left it. Andrew would usually leave it dangling. I even miss putting the empty loo roles in the bin because “blokes” have poor eyesite and can’t replace loo rolls or put anything back in the fridge or cupboards. Xx
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KatyH
That ham looks delicious!!! I too miss the things I would do for him. I was telling a friend that I don’t do laundry as often as he used to sweat alot. His xlarge sizes took up alot of room in the washing machine 
but I miss doing it
For those that have posted about the things our loved ones did that could be a bit annoying…we loved ALL the sides of the person.
Keep sharing - it helps me and you never know if it helps someone else who hasn’t shared yet or is taking a break
Xxx
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I do the same as you. I follow my daily routine, i have hone back to work but my head isnt in the job. I work with yeat 11 in a school so i felt i needed to be there to support them through their exams, today the students had their final fun day. I got some lovely gifts from them and their parents. I am smiling and thanking them. Inside my stomach is churning. All of the gifts in the world isnt going to bring Darren back. Darren also passed away in February after fighting for a week from a freak accident. I dont know what to do
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Yes much less laundry. Andrew was a welder and was filthy when he got home (I loved kissing and smelling his neck after work, so manly)
I used to do the laundry I loved making his clothes smell nice and fresh, his work mates always commented that his clothes smelt good 
Xx
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Oh @littlewitch
Your doing so well and being very brave going back to support your students
Little by little you’ll get there. You’ll be having the summer holidays soon, so you’ll have a nice break. Xx
Yes the same here xx
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My husband snored a lot.
It was either the first or second night and I heard a snore.
Xx
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So he’s still causing you a nuisance from the other side, bless him. But it probably felt more of a comfort.
I’m sure Andrew holds my hand at night sometimes. I can feel my fingers moving as if someone is touching them. 
Oh dear, I’m crying again.
Thinking of his snoring.
You see, he died while driving very, very slowly.
I thought he had blacked out, then I thought it was a stroke and then he gave a snort, just like he did when he fell asleep in front of the tv.
That is when I think he died.
Rose xx
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Oh @RoseGarden
Let it all out, release the pressure 
Bless you and bless your husband for keeping you safe as even though he was leaving you, he managed to protect his darling. What a wonderful strong man xx
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I was same @Katyh i ate junk food for months and i wasnt scared of dying either ! In fact i was fairly suprised i stayed alive. Much love. Youre such early days - just stay kind to yourself xx
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Bless you … its so hard honey take care … its grief im afraid 
xx
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Good morning @RoseGarden
How are you feeling today? It looks like it’s going to be a nice day. I’ve decided to drag my arse out to take my niece and nephew out for a couple of hours this morning. At least it’ll only be a half day of self pity (when I get home later) xx
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Good morning Katy,
I am taking things easier to help me recover physically. So a bit of housework, watching tv and hopefully cuddles from the 
My neighbour will probably drop of a couple of bits of shopping this morning.
So an exciting day 
Emotionally, my brain seems to have switched off. At first it felt very weird but it is good to not have so many negative emotions and thoughts!
I hope you have a good time with your nephew and niece!
The sun has disappeared here.
Thank you so much for messaging me 
Love and hugs,
Rose 
xx
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