@Deb5 well sometimes Dan will reply but more often he just doesn’t bother . He doesn’t take my calls so I don’t expect him to pick up . He’s so selfish and like you say , when you’re having a bad time , it’s really hurtful. Sometimes I ring him when I have a problem but still no answer and I despair. If I have a medical appointment or I’m not well , I worry because he won’t pick up and I don’t have anyone else to call . His life is going fine whereas I’m stuck in this grief and loneliness cycle on my own . Sometimes I actually dislike my own son which is something I never thought I’d say . Losing Baz has led to the loss of my whole life and it’s just so hard isn’t it .
Take care xxx
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