Hi how are you doing, I am remembering last Christmas , … Yes this time last Christmas I couldn’t continue. I lost my friend, my wife, my love, my 4 childrens mum.
I couldn’t see any way forward, I was in so much pain. The pain was unbearable. I spoke to the Samaritans, and mind, and several Help groups…
Nothing could help me no one could help me no words could help me.
But I just couldn’t leave my 4 children without a mum and a daddy. So I ended up back home and every day every minute of every day is a struggle.
But one minute gets me to one hour and then one more day.
It’s Christmas again and the pain is just as bad, loose your lovely wife loosing your own and only is just painful…
However I am not giving up on life as my children need me. I know every day is harder than the last every day is a struggle, every day is a battle for survival.
Lots of love I wish you all the best I hope you can get past this bad time, I wish you all the very best… The fact you have given me the time to read this should give you the strength to keep going one more day, One more minute one more bit of effort to keep going.
Keep strong keep going keep safe.
Lots of love
Happy Christmas
Happy new year
If you get too here then you are doing good.