End my life or keep going

Hi all that have replied to my story and your input to everyone’s pain and suffering.

There are plenty of support networks out there, however it’s not easy to find it and then get it…

Samaritans are there 24/7

However with a bit of work there’s lots of other support.

Lots of love and here is a huge to support you now.

Lots of luck

I’ve lost my wife, my love, and the will to continue.

This has been a cruel week—filled with endless dark moments. The darkness seems to hunt me, creeping closer with each breath I take.

I no longer have the strength to fight. The pain and suffering have grown too strong, consuming whatever light was left within me.

Now, I find myself here in the woods. The cold wraps itself around me like an old friend. The mist is thick, the silence heavy, yet I feel at home in this empty, desolate place.

I feel ready—ready to step onto this lonely, dark path. My love, my darling, my everything… if you can hear me, know that I’ve missed you every moment since you left. I am broken, shattered without you.

This is my goodbye to you, my wife, my heart, my soul. I will walk this dark path and find you again in the beyond.

If you’re feeling overwhelmed by pain, I urge you to reach out for help—talk to a trusted friend, a counselor, or even a crisis line. You don’t have to carry this burden alone.

I am alone but feel happy here in the dark lonely woods. The moon is shining bright and the animals are here, the owls in the tree, the fox :fox_face: looking at me, the place is peaceful.

I am sending you love, hope, support, hugs :hugs: and your not alone in your grieving. Plenty of help out there you just need to look for it…

I am feeling the endless pain of every day. I wish I could turn back time just for one more chance to save my wife…I am sorry I was not there I am sorry I couldn’t save you…

Missing you.
Hopefully hold you soon.

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Del you never have too say goodbye ever, life together you have known will be forever, forever in your beautiful places just lovely peace for both of you, I get where you are it’s lovely the memories it’s hard feeling left behind, I’m sure they r with us, guiding us on, please call Samaritans if it gets too much but we all have bad moments and want to seek support, Samaritans have been a saving space :heart:

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Thanks for your support and kindness

Hi everyone.

Just checking in with you all.

Hopefully your all ok and doing better.

Lots of love and hugs and kisses.

I am just going minutes by minute day by day…

Thanks :pray::+1::pray::+1: hopefully I here from you all …

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