Hi all that have replied to my story and your input to everyone’s pain and suffering.
There are plenty of support networks out there, however it’s not easy to find it and then get it…
Samaritans are there 24/7
However with a bit of work there’s lots of other support.
Lots of love and here is a huge to support you now.
Lots of luck
I’ve lost my wife, my love, and the will to continue.
This has been a cruel week—filled with endless dark moments. The darkness seems to hunt me, creeping closer with each breath I take.
I no longer have the strength to fight. The pain and suffering have grown too strong, consuming whatever light was left within me.
Now, I find myself here in the woods. The cold wraps itself around me like an old friend. The mist is thick, the silence heavy, yet I feel at home in this empty, desolate place.
I feel ready—ready to step onto this lonely, dark path. My love, my darling, my everything… if you can hear me, know that I’ve missed you every moment since you left. I am broken, shattered without you.
This is my goodbye to you, my wife, my heart, my soul. I will walk this dark path and find you again in the beyond.
If you’re feeling overwhelmed by pain, I urge you to reach out for help—talk to a trusted friend, a counselor, or even a crisis line. You don’t have to carry this burden alone.
I am alone but feel happy here in the dark lonely woods. The moon is shining bright and the animals are here, the owls in the tree, the fox 
looking at me, the place is peaceful.
I am sending you love, hope, support, hugs 
and your not alone in your grieving. Plenty of help out there you just need to look for it…
I am feeling the endless pain of every day. I wish I could turn back time just for one more chance to save my wife…I am sorry I was not there I am sorry I couldn’t save you…
Missing you.
Hopefully hold you soon.
Del you never have too say goodbye ever, life together you have known will be forever, forever in your beautiful places just lovely peace for both of you, I get where you are it’s lovely the memories it’s hard feeling left behind, I’m sure they r with us, guiding us on, please call Samaritans if it gets too much but we all have bad moments and want to seek support, Samaritans have been a saving space 
Thanks for your support and kindness
Hi everyone.
Just checking in with you all.
Hopefully your all ok and doing better.
Lots of love and hugs and kisses.
I am just going minutes by minute day by day…
Thanks 
hopefully I here from you all …
Not rambling, just moving. Thank you.
Hi all of you that have dropped in and left a message.
Hopefully your ok and are surviving the lonely dark path, I hope you get of this pathway and go on the road to recovery and survival.
Lots of love
Xxx xxx love 
It’s a lonely sad path I’m trying to keep busy it feels like groundhog day every day, I’m constantly worried about getting ill and having to go to hospital so staying home a lot I’ve never watched day time TV but it’s a must to fill the empty space with sound, all I see is couples walking hand in hand like we used to, I miss him terribly.
Yes everyone the lonely dark path is a place that takes effort to get off.
Turn away from the dark hole the lonely place is a very difficult thing to do.
Everyday is a up hill struggle.
Everything is just so difficult.
But hopefully you will see a very small light 
. If there is any chance of you seeing the light then start walking towards it.
There is no other way to go on or survive without you taking the steps towards the light…
Hold my hand 
Hold it and walk slowly down this pathway with me.
Lots of love
Hopefully you will walk through the darkness and see 
the sun 
.
Hopefully one day it will be better than today.
Sending you all lots of love and hugs and hope…
I am looking for the small light in the dark pathways hopefully I will see it with you soon.
Xxxxx
Hi all of you struggling .
Thanks for your help and support and kindness.
I send my blessings to you all. Hopefully 
things will get better soon.
Lots of love xxxx
@lonlydel Your pain is mirrored in mine. From a person who lost their mum at as a child and who just lost their beautiful partner 6 weeks ago.
I lost my mum to cancer when I was 13. It was just me my sister and brother and my dad. Trust me when I say your kids need you, even though you feel at breaking point and you can’t carry on, your children need you. Cry with them, tell them you are feeling down and you need there support as much as they need yours. Keep the memories of your wife alive.
38 is so young and I’m so very sorry for your loss. Your children must be quite young?
When I lost my mum I don’t really remember anyone talking about her, my dad was in too much pain. I couldn’t understand that as a child. But now, being an adult who’s just lost her partner I talk about him to my kids all the time and I bring him up in conversation. I’m constantly breaking down in tears. I’m being overly sentimental about everything my partner touched or made (he was a crafts man) but I tell my children why. They just want to hug me and or break down in to tears too.
I too have 4 children. My kids dad died very suddenly and unexpectedly 4 years ago…we were separated. I was already bringing up the kids on my own. It’s tough work. I was distraught when I found out he died. We had a very rocky relationship but towards the end of his life we became friends again.
I moved on and met my late partner, he was amazing,he was everything I wanted in a man, we had 3 amazing years together but life decided to punch me in my stomach and take him away. He died on the 20 January, he collapsed in the street and died. I actually don’t see the point of life atm. I went to work this week , got paid, went food shopping…what’s the point, is that all we do???
There’s nothing to look forward to anymore.
No one to come home to, no cuddles, no silly talk, no sex, no nothing.
I keep hold onto the fact that there must be something out there for me. I’m a strong believer that everything happens for a reason, it has to right? ??
If not then what’s the point.
Every day is a struggle and I hate the weekends but we keep going even with all the triggers around us.
Take care xxx
Yes I feel all your pain, nothing can or will take it away.
No words seem to work, no pain is as bad as loosing your everything, your friend, your mum, your dad, your one and only, everyone on here has shared there story and painfully loss.
I wish I could give you a pill, or a quick fix but regrettably there’s nothing but time.
Time is the only thing that will help you get over your loss.
Yes there is theripy, yes there is friends and family and organisations that can help you but nothing will heal you but time.
In time things will get better, in time you will learn to live with this loss, in time you will recover.
I know you are suffering as I am, every minute of every day is hard.
Every minute of every day you will learn to survive.
I am only here as my children need there daddy, I wish I could just end this life as it’s just a uphill battle every minute of every day.
But I am surviving and you will survive as there is no other options.
The only option is to survive.
If you could survive one more minute then hopefully you will survive one more hour and then surviving the day, that’s the key 
…to just survive and knock in time things will get better and you will learn to survive this horrible time in your life.
Lots of love xxxx
Remember just keep going for just one more minute. Then turning them minutes into one more day.
How does everyone cope , I’m 5 months on from losing my husband to cancer . I still struggle cry most days . I get up support our children work, on the outside look to be doing well . People ask if you’re ok , I just say yes now . As I can’t be bothered saying I will never be the same happy person again. Even happy moments you feel sad as you wish they were here . Sorry I feel so sad today
Hi everyone that’s dropped in.
Here we are down the road, looking for a new pathway to travel on.
It’s a long road with plenty of up and downs, very dark here, lonely, alone looking for a why off this pathway.
I am just surviving day by day.
Hopefully your road is better as time goes past.
Lots of love to you all.
Hopefully we will see a light on and it will direct us to a better place.
