I hit send before finishing that message! Drat. Anyways, i hope you’re keeping well and keeping my fingers and toes crossed for good results for you.
Big Hugs! _Emma x
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Awww Emma thats gona have been a hard day that my thoughts are with you well done getting through that i get that all to well pav prob would like the fuss but you done him proud
yeah linda was only 5’ 3 and 3/4” and if i didn’t say the 3/4 inch id be in so much trouble lol yeah she was a Barry girl up to 22/23 years old but she couldn’t wait to get out of there she wasn’t a great lover of there ( bad relationship) and follow her mum to the blackpool area and thank god she did otherwise i might never met her my hometown area is the fylde coast she said she never return only for birthdays weddings funerals and she stuck to it but i did go there with her for things and it was nice bit linda couldn’t wait to get out
Aww bless Daisy so sweet thats good she handled it ok and love her comment too well done Daisy
yes very appropriate song linda wasn’t keen on him either prob cos one of her exes was in the household cavalry like he was so maybe why thats a long story
pav was a tall lad then im six foot one so dwarfed lind but she still kept me in check 
no two weeks after my CT scan for results they said gp will contact me app thank you for you keeping fingers crossed and wishes see what happens its been paining more lately really nice to hear off you hope you looking after you too Emma its not easy is it hope you get some rest for a while anyway recharge you
Big hug too
Martin x
@Martin64 5’3? Aww…so Linda was a pocket rocket! Im 5’8, but still only came up to Pav’s shoulder- but i did point out that being shorter meant i could easily boot him in the nuts! Lol. At one point he used to take the mick, and just say “yes ma’am…no ma’am”…it used to wind me up, but I’d give anything to hear it again! Silly sod thought that mumbling in ukrainian would hide what he said sometimes…forgetting that i can understand the language! He couldn’t understand Norwegian though, so it was easy to catch him out.
Daisy’s been a little trooper…she knows that father’s day is this weekend though, so that’ll be a tough one. I’ll put my big girl brave pants on, and tough it out for her- it’s all that matters. Ive been talking to Pav, and arguing with the news all evening- at least its better than chain smoking and staring into space, like usual!
I hope you hear from the GP soon- and they dont keep you waiting too long. Knowing what GPs are like since the pandemic, that might be a stretch…but pester them until you get your results!!! You make sure you look after you. Hugs!! -Emma x
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You sound so much alike yep she do the same if need be head for the nuts too lol its really a bad design 
pocket rocket perfect description yeah id give anything just to hear her voice again too guess that makes two of us silly Norwegian thats cheating but so funny she sounds like a real trooper yeah forgot about fathers day yeah your Bridget jones pants lol oh talking to pav i get that lost count how many conversations I’ve had to linda too arguing with the news i might try that one its always some news that i didnt want to hear anyway well I’m sat here watching the sun set so staring at that at moment its beautiful but its end of another day without our loves with us yeah gp surgery’s have gone crap since then i will chase them if need be prob will have too as usual look after you Emma hope you have a ok evening too im going to head back to the house in min don’t call it home anymore doesn’t feel like one now big hug back try not to argue with the news if you can u wont win lol Martin x
@Martin64 i know what you mean…me and Daisy just keep saying “the flat” instead of home, as it feels weird without Pav. As for arguing with the news…it turned into talking along with Deadpool in the end lol. Im a real marvel, and DC, person…Pav never quite got it. Everything now is “maximum effort” 
i think now the funeral has happened, both me and Daisy are processing everything a bit better…differently rather. There’s still got to be an inquest, and the death certificate finalised- we have an interim one at the moment. But, i now know why Pav died…and am going to blow up nuclear style at his GP. It’s such a mess. Basically, he had an untreated head injury and died from a haemorrhage- the GP knew he’d hurt his head, and failed to treat or refer. Its devastating 
x
Aww how can you not get marvel and dc stuff lol the special effects on the movies is cool everyone to there own i guess lol but being different is good keeps things interesting yeah it felt that way after Linda’s funeral trying to battle officialdom is draining esp the life insurance stressed me so much and bank plus other things i understand that Emma so much linda had a post m too took weeks to get it sorted they said the primary cause was the covid she caught in hosp but underlying was she had scirossis on her liver which she had been undergoing tests for years with tummy swelling issues loads of scans cameras and mri CT scans but they never ever said there was an issue always saying its ok come back of you still have issues that was until she became jaundice hence me taking her into hospital they even took her haul bladder out 2 years ago saying it was that but it wasn’t her gp didn’t day a thing about liver issue neither did any of the hospital drs
Oh my god why the hell didn’t his gp send him for a xray at least or CT knowing that a head injury should always be checked I’m not surprised your totally devastated sound like we both been let down massively by the nhs i am so sorry Emma i really am pav did not deserve that failing and neither did you and Daisy wtf is going on in this world 
Martin