Hello Artom so you lost your wife in 2022 and you talk to her all time as if she was with you been together for 15 years married to each other so you have started to give some of her clothes to charity shop. Think that much been so hurt for you to do so you. Take some flowers every month on the day she passed away and you light a candle so wonderful thing that you do yes bet you are lost without her and it was such a shock to find. Out she had pancreatic metastatic so sad nothing that could have been done to help you so if you need to chat to me any time of day and night so you so welcome