That is what it used to look like it was nice. Xxx
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@Diggerdave
It was . I’m sure if you shopped around you could get someone to do it for you. Maria would love it you know she would. Then you could potter about putting in the flowers she likes. It’d be lovely.x
I will look around see what i can find. Xxx
The little girl is my great neice xxxxx
@Diggerdave
She looks a real cutie Dave. X
She is older. Now. Maria sisters granddaughter xxx
Hi,
Hope you’re having a good day.
I managed to drink more water today, just over 1litre and my headache eased off a bit. It’s not so tense. Thank you xx
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What we all doing tonight the tv is rubbish xx
Hi not too bad during the day but have started to mull over what happened with my husband and all the 'why did I do that, 'what if I did this or that questions running through my head, and it’s been 13 weeks but they still keep coming, if you know what I mean.
I’m so pleased the water helped and your headaches a bit better. Amazing how quickly you become dehydrated when you cry so much. Hope you’re days been ok x
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Got to have your water i am on 3 liters on day .and then. 1 hr before bed do not drink xx
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@AlliH
Don’t do that to yourself love. The reason being when you’ve thought of the recent what is your mind will take you back a few years and you’ll start thinking if I had done this if I had done that. Before you know it your mind will be in extra turmoil. Think about what you did do right. Everything love. Think about the right things each day. Never question what’s gone before. We all did what we thought was the best at the time
And you know what?it was. X
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@Lou27
If anything you need to keep hydrated. You also lose a lot of salt as well which we need. It’s awful when you sob like that. Our bodies way of dealing with all this crap. Keep sty. Got your back. Xx
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Hi,
You’re not alone.
During the day I am slightly different but as soon as evening comes, that’s it.
I write diary every day, telling Peter how my day was and how I feel but soon after it’s all turns in to questions. Many why’s. And answers that I can’t get. X
I am supposed to be going to see Peter’s consultant in London to discuss what has happened but i think i will probably get very upset. And say something stupid.
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The amount of tears i have done over the last 6 months. Wow a lot and stil. Doing it now .drink lots of water xx
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You are so kind x 
I haven’t been eating much but I feel like i have put lot on weight. xx
At the moment i a keep,looking at the clock so i can go to bed no point in staying up all on my own .it is horrible i will never get used to it
Same here.
As soon as I sit on the bed, I am overwhelmed by grief and sadness. I am trying really hard but it feels like I am going backwards.
I feel 1 step 2 steps back just totally in a bad way .i can not cope properly. Just lost xx
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I understand how you feel, I was there with the way the hospital had treated Mark, yesterday I finally got the answers I wanted xx
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The answer you wanted plessed for you xx