I just can not cope. As i write this feel like crying my eyes out.
I guess we all feel the same way, im angry that mark might of had a chance to be here with me x
Cry as much as you need too x
I still think they could have done more took to long
Ive not stopped crying since I lost Mark x
I am glad you’re got your answers. Xx
Me, I am still pretty far away of getting mine.
I feel like Peter was failed in so many ways. And I need those answers, I need something to understand , to have some sort of closure.
Yes, it said in the letter that he should have had his operation in may but he was lost in the system x
Things are starting to get on top of me .ie the garden house is untidy xx
I only got them because I put a complaint in to PALS otherwise I don’t think I would have any answers x
Disgusting that lost in the system rubbish. I am sorry it turned out the way it has x
I am angry too as I think the oncologist could have done more and as for hospital, I can’t even write it.
Yes, I’ve sent the letter to the solicitors x
I promised Mark that I would do it when he was in the hospital x
Good. I know it will not bring him back .but you gotvthe answer xx
Yes, I hope he knows that I kept my promise and didn’t give up fighting for him x
My complaint is on hold as they want me to send them proof of who I am because we were not married.
I can’t even read it again, I wrote it a week after Peter passed at 3am as I was in pieces and so angry x
Yes I had to send in my marriage certificate and Mark’s death certificate to the solicitors x
I had to sign forms to release his medical records x
Maria .when i was there they said they are going to do the operation at least 3 times they told us.t
Her kidneys were not low enough .so maria got worse then we los maria.
I don’t trust hospitals anymore after what happened x