I had a bit of a melt down this morning but thats normal Saturday’s now. Ive been sat in the garden in Marks chair, I sit in it all the time now.
How are you doing today, glad you had a good night last night xxx
Mark must not be around if they can sense things, mind you my lab is 13 now and an old man xx
As i said i can not spread my Maria’s ashes .she has to stay with me simple as that xxx
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Yes, I hear you, Mark wants to be in the garden but I can’t let go, Ive told the kids to put me in the urn with him and do it when I’m gone xx
Long time yet mate xxx
Hopefully not too long xx
You are going nowhere yet mate xxxx
Maria. Would not want to go too early. Sometimes i wanna join her. Get no visits, no phone calls. No text, xx
Yes same here, but I don’t mind no visits. It was always just Mark and me and thats how we liked it xx
Apart from the kids xx
Sending you hugs xxx
Just gone sad
Crying my eyes out xx
I hope I see him, if she does. Mark always used to look for heart shaped stones when we were on the beach, or walking through fields, today. I was gardening in exactly the same spot as yesterday, and just laying there was an heart shaped stone, I had asked him this morning for a sign that he was with me. I never saw that stone there yesterday!
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Sending love Dave. I have been crying on and off all morning xx
I would love to get a sign from Mark, but had nothing yet xx
Just sitting here then suddenly i went and started to cry xx
Me too, its horrible, I miss Mark so much xx
That’s why I asked him this morning, I am maybe clutching at straws, but I was shocked when I saw that stone xx
No I don’t think you are, I have been asking for months but nothing xx
It just hits you, there’s nothing we can do, just have to let it all out, it is such a sad time for us all, it is good that we can share how we feel on here xx
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