Yes being on here is a comfort xxx
I hope he sends you a sign, maybe tonight xx
I hope so but I doubt it xx
It is horrible. I am going gambling tonight sod it maria would want me to xxxx
Maybe it will be when you are not expecting it xx
It just makes me think is he really out there, I just have to keep hoping he is so that I can see him again and be with him xx
Why not, you may win, Maria would want you to do things that make you feel better xx
I keep counting how many years I could have left, on average statistics, and wondering how hard it would be to live that long without him. Came to the conclusion, very, very hard xx
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Yes i know i need her right now i am crying. It is getting worse not better xxxxxx
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Got to go for a while, my online grocery order is here anytime xx
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Yes I agree with you, I don’t want to last long without Mark xx
Yes it is x
I am lost without my maria, xxxx.even after 6 months. It is horrible xxx
I doknow what i am doing
Yes, everyone keeps telling me im strong and Mark wouldn’t want me to be like this but they have their husband’s and dont know what its like to lose a piece of you xx
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It is horrible. Like having your heart ripped out .and thrown in the bin. Horrible x
@ To All.
Just woke up and ready everything. I know and feel all we’re going through. I myself have been down these past few days. I don’t know if it’s because the nice weather I find it harder to hide away or what. But obviously the real reason is that I am missing him like mad. Just to touch and hold him again I’d give anything. It’s horrible. We know how it feels. Xx
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hiya. you ok mate. I am lost today .I am not bad just lost xx
@Diggerdave
Just feel on the edge today. I’m usually upbeat pottering about to keep busy. Haven’t got it in me today at all. Missing him really bad past few days. Aren’t we all a bunch!xx
Yep we are .i am not good at the moment .can not stop thinking about maria when i do i cry my eyes out
As i write this i am crying very upset
No idea what to do.i am just lost
I can not cope at the moment. Just so sad it is unreal.
Had a good morning. Went out done things .
Got some fish for friday
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Going to start lokking into trying to sort. My garden out so in the summer i can sit out there.
Xxxxx