Thanks@Scotty27,
Such a shock.because I just hadn’t thought about the furniture still being there - being his home as apposed to an empty property. It would still have been upsetting but much less so.
Hope you are doing ok but earlier days for you.
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That’s completely understandable. An empty house is depersonalised., but with the furniture you’ll be able to visualise oh he sat there, that’s where we’d have dinner etc. which is just hard. It’s all bloody hard isn’t it. And it’s just sad.
It dawned on me yesterday that although I’m not great I could be much worse. Which was a sort of positive??? I am physically exhausted though. I’m on the go all the time, which is not sustainable long term, think I’m maybe avoiding my reality by keeping very, very busy. Denial is not just a river in Egypt etc… xx
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Hi@Scotty27,
Exactly what you said. Straight away I could visualise us there and the many happy times that we had.
Seven months now but so horrendous.
Thinking of you and all our friends on here- so supportive. Xx
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Morning Elite.
Even though I wish none of us had to come on here it is a comfort knowing you’re not alone in this grief. I still don’t know how the hell I’m going to survive this but I imagine you thought the same. The future seems endless and empty, and I just miss my boy. That’s a lot to get your head round.
Hope you manage to find a little bit of joy or even better some comfort today. Sending love. 
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Thank you.
I hope yr day goes well too. Xx
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