Have a good night John 
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Night night everyone
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Good morning all
I wish I hadn’t gone out last night. Seeing couples celebrating Christmas made me quite sad. Had to hold back 
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It is so difficult seeing them.
I understand.
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Morning everyone,
it is supposed to be drier today.
Sending hugs to those who need them.
Take care x
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Good Morning All.
Dry this morning for a change.
It just poured down yesterday in Manchester but we had a lovely time and it was wonderful to laugh.
I know it’s very hard for some who see couples at Xmas but I honestly just feel happy seeing them together.
I’d absolutely love and give anything for John to have been with me but I have now accepted he won’t be and I cry but I now know the tears will go away for a while and that’s going to be my life.
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Bless you, I completely understand that feeling John, its horrible.
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I am the same, seeing couples doesnt seem to bother me anylonger.
Most of my family are in couples so its around you daily.
Im glad you had a nice day out. X
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Thank you I need to try and keep that poem in my mind 
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My husband would not want me to be miserable; he’d want me to be getting on with life and if anything I should celebrate him, his life, what he did and our happy family . Of course, I’m mourning him and Christmas is very hard but I owe it to him to get on with things.
A very happy Christmas to you all and 2026.
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I’m sure Marek would want me to be the same and not stay miserable for too long. I was better just out of nowhere, my days are filled with this sadness.
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Good night, let’s hope for better days to come.
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I found this song recently, I can’t stop listening to this
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That’s really got me. The words just sum up how I feel. My Ray was just the best person I’ve ever known, so full of love and kindness, it’s so not fair. The same as everyone’s special people on here, just brings home all that we’ve lost. Beautiful lyrics
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Nightwish1
i do hope you are ok? i will be thinking of you tomorrow.Early bus tomorrow, i think town will be manic..Look after yourself.
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Thank you brummy.
I hope you manage shopping ok. I know it will upset you.
Thank you again for thinking about me.
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Good Morning All
What an awful night I’ve had.
Looked at the time before I fell asleep and it was 2.15 am and then fitful sleep until 5.30 am.
Being tired makes the situation a lot worse so I can look forward to tears today, well they’ve already started.
Only consolation is I’m lay here with a cat round my neck purring contentedly.
He’ll need is breakfast soon so after that I think I’ll nip out to Tesco for hopefully last ‘big’ shop before Xmas.
Anyone looking forward to it.?
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