Today is world cancer day. I know it won’t change the outcome for my Vic but if it can help others. It’s such a cruel disease that affects so many families.
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Good night all. Try to sleep well. Tomorrow is the dawn of another day on this horrible journey we are on.
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Amazing pic John
Night all
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Must say it’s not mine. Just taken off the t’internet
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Dawn of another day. Not sure what’s on today for me, but hope you all have as good a day as you can.
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Good Morning All.
Not sure how I feel this morning between positive and negative.
I hate the empty side of the bed during the night and in the morning, especially when I feel chilly.
I think us women feel colder than our chaps. John was always cozy n warm but woebetide he ever put his cold feet on me…
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Beautiful pictures from both of you , hope the day is as good as it can be . I have to my elderly dog to the vets this morning. Not looking forward to it
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I place a pillow longways on the left side of the bed, where Jackie used to sleep before she moved downstairs. Even though I spend most of the night sleeping on my right, I usually turn over and it’s comforting to feel the pillow there.
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Morning everyone,
have the best day you can.
Take care x
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Since Vic left our bed I sleep in the middle. It doesn’t make me sleep a full night but I don’t feel so dwarfed in our big bed.
I don’t think we ever get used to sleeping on our own 
I hope your day is kind to you. The weather is miserable again so no walk today. I always think when it’s raining it lowers our mood which never helps with our grief journey
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Good night all.
Approaching the first anniversary of Jackie’s passing is quite difficult for me as it probably is for everyone who has lost a loved one.
I seem to be spending more and more time in tears than I have been over the last months.
The weather and the stress of moving doesn’t help either
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keep safe.
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Johnr
Thinking of you. Tears of love for
Jackie.
Take care. 
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I will be thinking of you Johnr, i have my first anniversary a week on monday.i dread the day, i dread most days but that will be a very hard day.Thank you for your posts and lovely pictures.Take care.
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have a calming day 
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Morning everyone,
just about to look at the forecast.
I hope your day holds some peace.
Take care.
Sending hugs
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I’m with you there John with the tears and I’m sure you are correct it’s because our 1st anniversary of losing our nearest n dearest, love of our lives is looming.
I have been fine most of the time for months but just now I feel as though I want to hide away more, which is not good. Very lethargic and I’ll be honest the TV and cat been my best friends the past few days.
It’s Johns bday on Monday so I will drive out to where we spread his ashes and sit and contemplate and do the same on the 6th March, the worst date in my life.
You and I will both get through it and come out the other side albeit sad but maybe not as tearful.
Let’s try and look forward to summer even though we will miss our love the spring n summer will make us feel better.
The same thoughts for everyone on here.
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I will think of you a week on Monday.
I wonder if time goes by we cope better with these trigger dates, birthdays, Xmas, anniversaries and the date our loved ones left us…
Difficult to live our lives with constant sadness..
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