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Good Morning everyone.
Sorry you all didn’t have a good sleep. I didn’t either. Woke up crying and thinking why am I still here.
My son has come for a 2 day and I don’t want to waste the precious time I have with him.
I’m 2 years on and can’t believe how my life has changed.
Like everyone just get up and try to face the day.
Hope everyone can find some joyful moment today.
I will put on a brave face and enjoy my son today.
Thinking of everyone.
Take care.
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Morning everyone,
there is this rare thing happening this morning, the sun has appeared.
Wishing you the best day possible.
I hope you find some peace and comfort.
Take care x
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Sorry to hear you didn’t sleep last night, it’s horrible when that happens. I hope you all get through the day the best you can. Hugs to you all
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Morning all, the sun appeared to begin with here yesterday before turning wet with heavy rain at times. Hopefully it’ll stay out for everyone today!
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Hope you’re day is a bit better today.
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The sun is out, but take care if you go out. I’ve just walked back from the garage and had a fall on black ice. Luckily, the only thing hurt was my pride. 
Watch yourselves
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Glad you ‘bounced’ it shakes you up a bit doesn’it, even if you don’t hurt yourself?
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So is me 4th you 6th and @Johnr 8th.
You are right life is S**t.
I had a lovely week last week not being on my own so now I am back in this empty house it really doesn’t help. I am trying to make plans for each day so I’m not sitting here in tears but it’s not going to plan. As today is 50 weeks I had arranged with a friend to come over at 13:00 but sadly she just messaged to say she isn’t too well.
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Morning all, I had an awful night, my IBS kicked off at about 2.20, I was in the bathroom for over an hour & 20minutes! So I’m still in bed as feeling totally washed out. I’d got jobs planned for today, I don’t think they’ll happen now! This life we’ve all had forced on us is awful, I get a bit scared when my IBS kicks in, being here on my own as sometimes I can end up feeling like I’m going to pass out sat on the loo, I don’t think I ever have but I’ve certainly come close a few times.
Hope you all have a not too bad day and that the sun stays out.
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Sorry to hear you’re not been feeling to good. Hope you feel better soon. It can be a bit scary when we are on our own and not well.
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Yes that’s one of my big fears. I had a very painful hip last year, Couldn’t straighten up or go out, but I had my partner for support. He died suddenly at the end of September. I’m devastated and I’m scared of becoming unwell when on my own. We looked out for each other as his family didn’t live in the UK. I have my sister but she has her own troubles and doesn’t live close by.
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That’s something that worry’s me now I am on my own. What happened s if I get ill
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My car passed the MoT, with only an advisory about the driver’s side front tyre. It’s showing some slight cracking/perishing, so decided to order a new one at a nearby Tyre Warehouse. Will get it changed tomorrow
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There’s always something with cars 
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I don’t have the problem with cars as I don’t drive . I had to sort a new tariff for the gas today. My husband did all that , I didn’t have a clue .My son helped me so it’s sorted now.
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Yes we are all 2 days apart…unhappy days..
Today not turned out too bad.
Had a lovely chat with one of my cousins who is bereaved n having a bit of a bad time just now.
Walked my youngest sons dog for half hour, washed, cleaned and made pancakes..
Having a facial later at home so that’ll be relaxing.
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Tonight one year ago was the last time we were together in our home. He bought this solar lantern when we were out earlier in the day. 
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Peg2 Thank you for kind message you are so right, the tears and heartache for our special beautiful people is never ending.It really is a rollercoaster we are on.Grief also hits us in waves, sometimes gentle other times like a tsunami, we never know when or where.Waves you cannot prepare for.Me i get hit with PTSD type waves over and over again i see the paramedics doing CPR on my dear wife here in the living room.I often wake up in the night and start crying with these flashbacks.I cry myself to sleep most nights.Some nights are better than others but i never seem to sleep fully like i did when my dear wife was beside me.As you say this path we are on is so cruel.All we can do is take things step by step, moment by moment.We quite often have to be patient with ourselves as grief has no timeline and direction.I do hope you are ok?Take care.
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