Thank you 58tigger xx
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I hope you manage your birthday ok.I found my birthday was very hard, i got through some how tried to think of happy memories but still tears came.Take care.
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That is really interesting. Please tell me more. I am grieving and it’s so painful.
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Hi Nightwish1
Thank you for thinking of me.Its been another hard day.I had to get an earlier bus today.there seemed lots of couples everywhere today, all holding hands, i feel haooy for them but it so upsets me, seeing how we once were.I hope you are ok and managed today ok and been able to find some peace.
Take care.
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Dear Caroline
It wasn’t my post, it was Wilson9. I think if you put the ladies name into YouTube you should find her x
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Hi all. Just wanted to wish you all a good night. Everyone’s kind messages to each other remind me that there is still good in this world and I continue to find a lot of solace in this site. My very best wishes to everyone on here. Take care and my love to you all. Matt x
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Good night Matt, hope we all sleep well x
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Good night Matt, hope you have a restful night 
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its a pity none of us live near each other we are the only people who could help each other out of this nightmare, I’m dreading the night there is never any rest for myself only physical as I hardly sleep just rest my body for the fight at daylight,its like going into battle against a invisable enemy your thoughts,emotions etc I’m losing the battle at the moment,
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Hi spike, have you tried guided sleep meditation videos on YouTube?
Just a thought. Wishing you all the best
Tom
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Hi Spike1. I hope you can find a bit of hope from the wonderful people on here. I have my dark days and nights too for that matter. I believe we all have to fight for the memories of our lost loved ones, anything else would be a diservice to them. That being said, without this place, even though I am not a regular postee, I find I can come here when I need a bolster to my resilience and find the very best of humanity to help me continue the good fight, that my dear lost Donna would want me to. I know it is not the answer you wish for, but, it is the best I have to offer. All the very best. Take care, Matt x
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Thinking about you tomorrow brummy. I hope you get some sleep tonight.
Take care.
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Good Night @Matt9 hope you sleep well
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Dear Spike
I tell myself it doesn’t matter if I don’t sleep as long as I’m resting. Please try listening to something calming x
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AI demo of one of my songs
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As @Johnr knows this has helped me so much and means such a lot to me. Whenever I hear it I know I’m not alone
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Night everyone, hope you all have a not too bad night, with atleast some sleep. It’s still windy here, so the caravan’s still getting buffeted about abit and it still keeps raining on & off, hopefully not as bad as last night.
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2 hours sleep , long dark night, up early dark thoughts its not good feeling like this, but going sons later today and visiting a ex lady friend and her husband so something to look forward to,wont be going down the rabbit hole today,but one day is always in the mind since this happened, another world awaits.
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