I am struggling

My mum died 4 days ago. We didn’t speak for a year as our relationship wasn’t the best and I’m afraid to say she was a narcissist. I have found out that mum didn’t want me at the hospital before she passed. She wasn’t the best parent but I still loved her. It’s hurts a lot to know she didn’t want to see me on her death bed. I’m not sure how I’m going to get through this.

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Hello @Rach81, thank you for reaching out. I’m so sorry for the loss of your mum and for the pain you are in.

You are not alone. You might want to chat with @Somersetgirl7, who posted this thread a few days ago:

It sounds like you may understand a bit of what each other are going through.

You might also find this article on grieving someone you had a difficult relationship with helpful, too.

Take good care,