I have no joy anymore

I’m so sorry that must have been very difficult for you. Sometimes the happy memories trigger more tears than the less happy ones. I lost my partner suddenly 3 months ago, initially I was numb but now the memories are everywhere. I hope in time I’ll be able to smile instead of crying.

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I even stopped studying because my memory is very poor,I was supposed to graduate this year.

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My partner died suddenly 2 years and 4 months ago. I have no family and feel very lonley. Tried counselling, anti-depressants but nothing seems to take away the lonliness I feel when I am at home and constantly cry. I try to meet friends whenever I can but getting back to an empty house is unbearable at times. I must have Seasonal Affected Disorder as it is better in the summer but I cannot face every winter going through this.

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Dear Flowergarden, We all feel the same way. The community comfort blanket helps. Just keep expressing yourself. I read your profile and wish I could help. Not having family is a disadvantage. A coffee awaits if in Harrow

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You’re so generous.