I agree the loneliness is the worst.
Even with the support of family and friends it doesn’t ease the emptiness I’m feeling.
I sit here crying and think this is my life now, meals alone and no one to talk to at night about the days events. No planning what we are going to do for the day or where we plan to visit when lockdown is up.
We used to take the dogs to the beach and have a coffee but I can’t face that walk alone now.!
Everything just reminds me of my Tom.
Today is a meltdown day and awoke at 5am crying and couldn’t bear to lay in bed alone so I’m up and looking for answers on here!
I’ve lost my parents and a brother but the grief was nothing compared to this.
Just hoping I can get through this as some days I don’t think I can go on.