Oh @KMS1
Its still very hard but I am so determined to do it for him. I’m trying so so hard
You will know when you’re ready, it just occurred to me suddenly one day last week.
I was beginning to think if I ignored it, it would go away. Unfortunately grief isn’t like that. It respects nobody
I think I’d spent to much time running away, staying with my sister, then my stepson. Other relatives wanting me to go stay with them. I know I’m lucky to have that sort of support.
But I wasn’t facing up to it
Then I realised I needed to have time at home to try to sort my head out, running away wasn’t helping.
And suddenly sometime last week I realised that I wanted to be at home, our home.
I know that grief is cruel and unpredictable so I will try not to be surprised if I hit a wall.
But I know that everyone on here will understand and will be there for me
Thankyou for listening x