Montage, my heart aches for you. All those lovely times in France, we always sailed Plymouth Roscoff and ended our holiday back there in a lovely hotel where we spent our wedding anniversary night every year, me having a huge plateau of fruits de mer and Malcolm, my lovely vegetarian , with a massive artichoke. How we loved it there.! It was our anniversary on Friday and I sobbed my heart out at the thought of never having those lovely times again. But O managed to get myself together and went out for a slap up meal with my so. and his fiancĂ©e. And it was his birthday two weeks ago and did same. Ellie, youâll cope. it will be awful but youâll get through it. I found the dreading of it actually worse than when the day came. Have a good cry first thing then have people around you, going to workâs a good idea Then at a minute past midnight you can have a sign of relief and be proud of yourself, youâll have done it! Like you O always hosted Christmas for our three grown up children but have no idea whatâs going to happen this year. As you said. sometimes parking it is good, weâve got enough to deal with just now and who knows what will be happening at Christmas thanks to Covid 19. Nuran sending love for tomorrow, hope you manage okay. Love to all and hope it can be a good day for you tomorrow xx
Sorry, Montague! My phone!
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I lost my husband over 6yrs ago. But still miss him terribly. It goes in waves .Can go for monthâs without feeling sad . Then the sadness just comes over me. I have to have a good chat with myself.