Lindas daughter picked up her mums ashes i wanted to do it to bring her home but i said nothing didnt want to cause a fuss yeah i get the box is that what it all comes down too @Hammond03 couldn’t get my head round that when i got back to the house and saw it im going to get something nicer for my linda she deserves more than that she is in the bedroom and i give her a kiss night and morning and has a led candle and her perfume bottle next to her i gave some of her ashes to her daughter when she went back home she took all the old photos of her before us as they mean a lot to her and was always promised them by her mum but I’ve got lots of pictures of us on the walls anyway Linda’s engagment ring is on my chain next to my heart where it will stay but this is such a soul destroying place to be for us all its not nice being put in the big bad world now we have lost our soulmates i know to well how that feels hugs and love to all
Martin 
My husband is in the bedroom with me too, he wants to be put in the back garden, but I feel like if I do that im letting him go and I don’t want to. I’ve told the kids to do when I go as I want to be put in the urn with him so we can be together again.
I know im being selfish but i just want him close to me as long as possible.
Hey, you are not being selfish at all, that’s a wonderful thing to do.
That’s not being selfish, it is like being buried in the same plot. I think mixing ashes is a lovely thing to do.
Martin64… you hang in there my friend. I can’t help with stable words right now but I know in my heart they need us to remember the great time because the bad ones mean nothing… they are all superficials. These feelings are what matter. Im so sorry you’re dealing with this. Please know we are here for you! Thoughts, prayers, and love surround you!
Poppett1973… you keep your baby as long as you need to! You’re letting ANY ONE DOWN. You’ll know when it’s time, if ever!
@Poppet1973 i get that poppet i too want that never want to let go your not being selfish your still in love and want him close and i get that truly do thats a lovely thought of being put in the same urn together i too would love that 
big hug
Martin
That’s e show I feel. I don’t know how or even if I want to go on without him. I’m just so heartbroken 
Hi. My husband also died of AML Leukaemia in January after being diagnosed in 1st May. He had two rounds of chemo with halted the AML but it returned in Dec. I’m so heartbroken without him. It happened so fast in the end. I just can’t come to terms with the fact he’s gone forever and I will never see him again
Hello, really sorry you are feeling so low, I too am struggling so much, missing Mark hurts terribly, and it’s hard to carry on, knowing we can never be with them again.
I send you my love xx
Yes it’s very hard. I don’t know how to or even if I want to carry on without him. Everything reminds me of hun and the amazing life we had together. I almost wish he’d been a horrible husband. Just so the pain wouldn’t be as bad. I really do know how you are feeling and am sending you big hugs xx
Thank you, my Mark was a lovely man, makes it so sad xx
I’ve been into work today, to cover for someone on holiday.
I’m really not up to it, it’s customer facing, and seeing couples together, tears at my heart, needless to say, I’m now at home sobbing again.
It’s just too hard to cope
I’ve been into work today, to cover for someone on holiday.
I’m really not up to it, it’s customer facing, and seeing couples together, tears at my heart, needless to say, I’m now at home sobbing again.
It’s just too hard to cope
Flints
It must be so hard being customer facing with all those triggers that must be there. Stay strong and look after yourself.
I worked for Tesco on customer service desk for years, I feel for you about facing them everyday and trying to put a smile on your face at the same time.
I gave up work before my husband’s funeral, told them I didn’t know how long it would take to get my head sorted.
Thank you, as you all know, it’s just heartbreaking to go on without them xx
Hello Poppet
I retired before Christmas, but promised to cover holidays, but now I really need the money, so I have no choice than to try and be brave, I”m just glad today is over .
Sending my love to you xx
Sending love to you too xxx