Hi Sienna
Sending strength and love to you 
I’m in the same frame of mind, lost mum in August 23 and Christmas is the most difficult time of the year. I’m telling myself 1 day and it’s over with, and that we managed to get through the first Christmas without. It was brutal. Every day is so difficult, our mums are irreplaceable but I truly believe they are with us somehow.
I hope you find some comfort and strength, we are all going through this together xx
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