@Lindsay26, I am so very sorry for the devastating loss of your beautiful fiancé. I really hope that you find the community to be a support to you. Thank you for so bravely reaching out here.
I wanted to share the links that @KarenF has mentioned. They are organisations that support people who have lost a loved one to suicide and there will be many who understand some of what you are going through right now.
- Survivors of Bereavement by Suicide offer support to people over 18 who have been affected by suicide.
- Support after Suicide has a list of local and national support
You may also want to connect with @Helen74, who also sadly lost her partner to suicide. She recently posted a thread here: Struggling to carry on after suicide.
It sounds like you are coping with so much right now. There is always someone to help you through this. You can reach out to one of the following organisations who are always just a call or text away anytime you would like someone to talk to:
- Samaritans are available 24/7 to talk about anything that you are worried about in confidence. You can call them on 116 123.
- Shout are contactable by text, 24/7. You can text SHOUT to 85258 and talk to them about anything.
- You can also find your local NHS urgent mental health helpline here.
- If you’re worried you’re going to hurt yourself, call 999 or go to your nearest A&E.
The community is here for you too - you are not alone.
Take care,
Seaneen