Dear Chris,
I do understand your feelings.
When I see other couples I think “Enjoy your time together and take good care of each other!”
The acute despair, pain and sadness will slowly fade into the background but will be present for the rest of our lives.
My beloved, wonderful wife Fanny passed away 9 months ago.
I miss her, I’m always talking to her, telling her how much I love her.
Every day I told her how much I love her several times and she told me how much she loves me.
We always walked hand in hand.
I got some tattoos on my forearms in memory of my beloved Fanny.
Please, each of you, be kind to yourselves and take good care!
Kind regards - Joe