@Marmy56 I’m so sorry for your loss. My husband died in June. You are among people who understand you here 
. One second, one minute, one hour at a time. I hope you have plenty of support. Sending love.
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Today is my late husband’s cremation.
RIP 15/9/2026
cremated 9/10/2026
It will be a quiet day for me.
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I’m sorry
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So sorry. Thinking of you so much today 
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So sorry @RaEun - it is so hard! Thinking of you and sending you a hug
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Dear RaEun I am so sorry. Thinking of you today and sending hugs
Keep you in my prayers Tom
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Dear Marmy I am so sorry. Thinking of you today and sending hugs
Keep you in my prayers Tom
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Sorry for your loss thinking of you today
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So sorry RaEun
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Thank you everyone. 
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How are you feeling today?
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Thank you @Tray2
I am preoccupied with so many to do list today, now, on my second coffee and listening to Pursuit of Jade music- cant understand a single word of the songs but its ok.
My sisters and brother are keeping me occupied with daily text messages.
My 3 x friends were checking in this week.
One of my staff is checking in as well.
My furry pets are back to their normal selves- very boisterous and very naughty- eating the remaining cucumbers. The furry pets were helpful with my gardening this week.
So far… I am ok today.
Taking one day at a time, learning and re-learning. Managed to learn how to operate the dish washer last night- Lucky google and you tube are there to help.
Have a peaceful day
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What did we do without Google and YouTube? 
. I had to do the same to clean my washing machine filter. I need to start making lists again. I need to get some information for the HMRC who have been telling me I owe tax due to receiving a payout on my husband’s work pension (that was already heavily taxed on receipt!). They’ve adjusted my tax code but have sent 3 letters, all stating different amounts between £150 and £2000 +. I really need to get it sorted 
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I lost mine tues I’m the same, can’t stop crying either it’s so painful physically and mentally I’ve lost the love of my life I feel cheated and desperate
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Dear @BB2 am so sorry for your loss. I lost the love of my life, the man I love with all my heart 7 and a half months ago. The first 3 months were hell on earth - the only thing I can say to encourage you is that the unbearable physical and emotional pain get a bit better slowly and you can expect to have moments of calm and peace after a while. Am sending you a big hug and thinking of you! 
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Dear BB2 I’m so sorry for your loss, i lost my husband of 30 years 10 weeks ago and it still feels unreal. I cried all day every day for weeks and still cry every day, but it’s not as all consuming as it was, I have counselling now but i couldn’t in the first few weeks I couldn’t even go out, but like many on here, it does get easier, you’ll always carry the pain, we all do. Have you family and friends around around you, if you have let them help, you can talk on here anytime about what your feeling someone will always answer, the wonderful people on here all know exactly what your feeling we all feel the same and it’s good to talk to people who understand the pain of loosing our soul mate. I wish I could say something that would make you feel a little better, i can only say take 1 day at a time , eat even if it’s a just a sandwich, sleep when you can just put 1 foot in front of the other and it will get easier just not yet
Sending you hugs god bless Jean
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Thank u so much and wishing u the very best
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Thank u it feels like the horrible feelings will never end wishing u well
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