Hi @Jennyt, so sorry for the loss of your Mum. I understand as I lost my Mum in March, it wasn’t sudden as such because she had cancer so I knew she was ill but it was still a shock that she passed when she did as no one expected her to go then as she was due to have more chemo. They think her heart took her due to the cancer. I was the same, as my Mum was my best friend as well, we spoke daily and met up regularly. I also have a son who recently turned 3 and he doesn’t understand either. Due to only being 2.5 when she died, he just accepted it. I find it hard that he might not remember her as she adored him and they were close, but I think children look at things so differently. I hope it helps to post on here and please do message if you want to talk. I have found it does help a little bit. I also started a thread that has a few ladies that have lost their mums, you might find it helpful. Missing Mum
Take care x