Hello @ShellBrown,
Thank you for so bravely reaching out. I’m so sorry to hear about your mom and dad.
You are not alone. You might want to connect with @Colls10. They recently posted this thread, where they shared their experiences of losing both their parents and its impact on them. You may understand some of what each other are going through.
The community is here for you, whether you want to chat, ask advice or just get something off your chest.
Take care,
Seaneen