Maisie it’s twenty months for me too your right it doesn’t get easier the pain is the same. Some days I struggle to get up to face another day on my own. I still find coming home the hardest i half expect to find Chris sitting there. My head knows he’s gone my heart doesn’t accept it xx
2 Likes
It is so difficult Barbara, I sometimes wonder what the point is anymore. It’s not the same doing things on your own. I do try not to be so negative and think of what I have and not what I’ve lost. How I miss my husband and our happy life together. Sending you a huge hug 
4 Likes
Hi George, its so true what you say, bitter sweet moments we so have.I was thinking today about Goathland, my dear wife and i stayed in the fictional “doctors house” as it was in Heartbeat, a lovely cottage right in the centre of the village, we used to sometimes have a meal in the Goathland Arms/Aidensfield arms.I have photos somewhere i took when we went there but i think looking at them will bring too many tears.Its a lovely part of the country North yorkshire.As you say George we will get through this somehow.Thank goodness for this site, it has been a godsend for me.Look after yourself.
3 Likes
Yes, we will get through this because there are no other options.
We do have to soldier on, knowing that our beloved ones are looking out for us from Heaven.
And we want them to be proud of us.
Whenever the time comes we will be reunited with them for all infinite eternity.
May God bless, guide and comfort each and everyone of you!
Wishing you a restful night!
Kind regards - Joe
3 Likes
Thank you Joe for your kind , understanding message.As you say we have no option but to get through this.With Gods help and the love of our dear loved ones we will do our best.
goodnight Joe.Take care.
1 Like
That’s exactly how I feel. It has been 15 months and it hits me more than ever. Grief is a tyrant and I pray for some peace for everybody in this forum…
Hugs from Janka
7 Likes