Hello Pattidot
Thanks for your reply. I know what you mean about tablets. I just feel as though the pain is getting worse and I want it to stop and this lack of sleep is unbearable. Got 4 hours last night whoopydoo! (with nytol)
I tried the antidepressant mirtazapine one night 2 weeks ago. I slept but felt drugged for 2 days and ended up with a migraine which I thought I had grown out of. I explained this to the doctor and to cut a long story short he prescibed 5 days of zopiclone. He explained it is highly addictive and of which more is needed to have the same effect. Coming off can cause problems including insomnia! He also gave me a betablocker to slow my heart when it is pounding. I don’t think it’s the answer but I don’t know what to do. Another awful weekend is coming up and I’m feeling desperate.
I went to a bereavement group 4 years ago when my mother died and met someone who has become a close friend. I am so pleased I went for that reason. I thought I didn’t know pain like it then but this is worse as my partner was there all the time for me and now I am alone.
Thank you for taking the time to reply. I have read your posts and see you have had an awful time. Xx