Dear @Za-za and dear @Andy53 ,
you are experiencing one of the most traumatic events that can happen to a person.
The first months are absolutely nightmarish, a plethora of contradictory emotions swirling around in your mind.
At the very beginning I also wondered how I was supposed to survive the years without my beloved Fanny.
But things will improve as time passes, even though there will be setbacks, which is normal.
Please take good care of yourselves!
If you don’t feel like eating I recommend some high-calorie weight gainer drinks, which do provide the nutrients your body needs.
They come in a wide variety of tastes, either ready-made or as a powder to mix with milk.
May God bless, comfort, strengthen, protect and guide you!
Here is a link to my introduction of myself to give you an idea about myself:
Kind regards - Joe