Over a year, things changed??

Morning Deb, I hope you have a peaceful day with no upsets. It’s such an awful time for us all, particularly with first anniversaries coming up soon. Look after yourself.
Sending hugs xx

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@Jodel712 you are not alone and it’s fully understandable that you are still upset . As you said it’s the biggest loss losing a partner . I have done a lot these 6 1/2 months but it’s so hard without him . The house is so quiet and so is my life now

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Thanks love. Horrible children - thats whats upset me … callous and mean and im not talking to them again ! And they will get nothing from me for xmas either … not even grandchildren … if i see them - which i probably wont tbh - i will give them money otherwise they can all bog off ! All this generation seem to care about is money ! And what they can get out of you ! They dont seem to care about people …

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@Deb5 Wow, they’re strong words. But if people aren’t there to support you, sod them.

You’re not obligated to support (financially) anyone, just because they’re family.

Why settle for Wales? How about some where in Spain or perhaps Corsica? :grinning:

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Lol … well yeh … :slight_smile: and no im not obliged to support any of them no ! They’re grown men and women with jobs … but somehow they act as if i have to spend all my money on them !! Can you get your pension in spain ? Tbh my sister is in Spain and you cant just automatically live there now we out of the EU … you have to get a visa . Probably too early days yet ! But i do wanna move … x

My family live in Ireland and i love to visit ,and id love to live in a warmer climate but wouldnt want to be on my own at least ive some friends here .We had lots of days out and holidays away all gone now id never had the guts to holiday alone .I lost him and our future and do struggle with any positives for the future .Love to all of you xxx

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No its hard from every point of view isnt it ? Ive had enough of it all ! The struggle ! The harshness of it all … the being without them ! Absolutely nothing is the same … :frowning: i hate every minute that im alive without him … if there is a bloody god - why didnt he take me with him ?

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I know how you feel im the same we have been robbed big time all of us.It makes you angry especially this time of you xxx

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@Deb5. We all have to be careful and look after our money, especially now that we are on our own. We never know what we may need it for, private carers or nursing.

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Yeh inknow thats what my brother said. You may need it, especially now im without a husband! ! And i don’t mind doing things for the kids sonetimes but with their attitude i really dont like doing anything for them right now tbh … their dad would be livid with them and their behaviour ! I know he would. My mum has told me to just ignore them now and concentrate on myself xx

@debs I am so sorry love . It’s not what you need at this difficult time of year xxxx

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No its not !!! Xx

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@Deb5 i wish I lived nearer you so I could give you a cuddle and share a glass of wine . I can only send a virtual one xxxxx

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Replied in wrong box … hope you see it ! My lucy, my puppy , is 1 today !! Xx

@Jodel712 no I think a lot of people will appreciate your honesty, I do!
I’m finding very hard, like you say there is other grief & I feel I’m grieving not only for my partner but for the life I lost too. Everything has changed for me, new job, constant problems ever since she’s gone & that’s honestly not an exaggeration & now my own health problems which is worrying me because I’m off from work & can’t afford to be but I’m waiting for a heart monitor to be fitted & I’ve got a throat/chest infection that won’t go. The emotional pain on days is so unbearable because I don’t know what life holds in the future for me?
Love & peace being sent back to you :heart::heart:

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@Deb5 its not that difficult I’m sure your sister has friends there that could help you with visa . Someone I worked with has just done it with help from friends in Spain xxxx

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Mmmm … long way though … got my mum here - yeh my sister is in spain … xx

Perhaps just a long holiday somewhere sunny would suffice! :grinning:) (though that’s always a bit hard with a dog. I think the longest we’ve been away without the dog is a couple of weeks).

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Ive just had a holiday in tenerife ! No wont be leaving my dog again ! It was awful … shes only just 1 years old last sunday … be right ! Im going out with my mum on saturday … just rough isnt it ? All of this. Had a really lovely walk on canal with dog tonight just before it got dark ! That was lovely :slight_smile: so peaceful and quiet ! I think we need quiet at times like this xx

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@derek1966
I have got COVID and have a hoarse throat so woke up worse than yesterday. I was supposed to get a Tel appointment which did not happen yesterday when I Tel 111 to see if I qualified for treatment as I am 79 so have thick yellow sputam now. Being bored with COVID is twice as bad missing what little bit there is to stem boredom.
How long did your COVID last? I feel scared alone.
Just watch TV, knit few stitches, wash up, endless. Trying to think how to ease symptoms, text, face book or read. Some one said 2d yes that is right. The garden could do with a bit of attention but have no energy. For some reason that has been only interesting thing apart from seeing my grandsons but guess that is how I caught COVID aas three teachers got COVID and little one is poorly. But it is everywhere. As was predicted with no mass vaccination.
I had been careful before not feeling like mixing anyway. Then suddenly felt I wanted to after first year then bang. We ought to talk about other subjects on here rather than awfulness for bit light relief.