Lets see if the tablets help this time, just don’t want to do anything x
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I know how you are feeling ,last night the bloody cupboard door on. My head .it was a good dayuntil that happened
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I hope they make you feel better soon xx
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Thank you x
Im trying to avoid anti depressants as I saw what they did to my wife when she was on them years ago. It’s very difficult because tgere are days still where I cry more than I don’t. But for me it’s the lack of my wife veing there, the companionship and the love, that by far hurts the most. The thought of being alone and not even doing the little things together anymore. I’m lucky in that I’ve still got work which keeps me busy 4 days a week. Even my moggies help. But when I’m alone with no distractions, that’s when it all hits me. I’m volunteering for my local beach clean up team to keep busy on my off work days. That way I’m doing something Sylvia would definitely approved of, meeting new people and seeing some lovely Scottish beaches. It can only help.
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Those. Tablets not doing much to me.just griefing in my way horrible. I miss her so much
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Been onthem for 4 weeks now
I think if he had the chance of chemo, then I could understand him passing away, but because because the hospital kept sending him home and doing nothing, thats what im so angry about.
I would give anything to have him back, even if it’s for a moment, I can tell him how much I miss him x
Why the hell did he not get chemo wow disgusting. My maria was waiting for fistula in arm they said doing in a couple of weeks .she got sicker. Then we lost .i am crying as i write this. Xxx
He went to the doctors in January with what he thought was an incident, 2 months later he went to hospital where he was told he would have an operation 6 weeks time, basically shorter story, he was back and forth to hospital without doing anything, he finally got a date and went in and consultant told him he wasn’t operation as he thought it was cancer (his junior doctor told him it might be 3 months before and still sent him home). He waited 7 hours for MRI.
22 October he went to Leeds hospital where it confirmed and they were going to operate to remove everything.
28th October he went into hospital for tablets and never came home.fluid on the lungs blood sepsis.
13th November he was told there’s nothing they could do and he was too weak for chemo.
19th November he moved to a hospice where he passed away 4 days later x
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Sorry should say infection not incident x
So sorry for that xxx
Thank you x
I just can’t believe that someone who was never ill, would lose at 50 to cancer, I was prepared for something to happen when he was in the army x
That is similar to my maria since last march she was in and out of hospital in for 2 weeks home for a week’s back in. Again for 2 weeks this went all summer.they said we are doing 2 weeks. Too late xx
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My husband said that he was just a number to them x
Yes that ias all we are in hospital is a number bloody wrong xxx
They are not ones dealing with what happens after x
They are not really bothered either way .just a number.
I understand.I don’t think you are expecting too much.
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