Sleeping

[Ali29]

3am wakeup

Back to waking at 3 am. I lay thinking, crying, can’t switch off. I’m so tired but can’t sleep. I miss him so much. It’s got so much worse. Sunday will be 9weeks. Life is so hard to do right now, I’m doing it but it’s so difficult. Hoping writing in here will get it out of my head so I can sleep. I want to stop hurting. I want to remember the good times without pain. I want to function without a constant churning stomach. I want to feel safe and secure. I want to feel his protection. I wa…

This previous post I made might be worth a read.
Let me know if it doesn’t work.