That sounds like a bit of a gruelling week. All the very best to you. Keep us updated when you feel able to. Do you have anyone who can help you? Will be thinking of you.
Not really, will have to do it on my own
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Sorry about that. Sending all my good wishes to you though. Iām sure they will take care of you x
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Did another spiritualist session last night on FB. Just saw a post on FB made me cry a little. Not a lot really helps or works, you just got get through it day by day.
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Take strength from your mum, she will be by your side all the way good luck
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The medium last night was really good My original grandad came through he died before I was born. The medium picked up that I was surrounded by a lot of woman I was the only boy in the family growing up. He picked up on toys I played with as a child. Marbles, soldiers, jigsaws. My mum would get me to do jigsaw when I was off school ill. Then my dad came through, I wasnāt close to him and mum kicked him out when I was 8. Just me and mum, the medium picked up on his spirit and told me heās a very selfish person.
I made my mind up when itās my turn I aināt coming back here. I spoke to my friend who organized these on FB she told me we get a choice My choice will be with my mum and grandma and family.
Itās comforting to hear that I bet, I believe my mam is a constant presence in my life out of my dad and brother, my grandad was a big presence too but I guess heās busy looking after my mam now. Itās good to have these beliefs it means they live on even if they arenāt here in person. I think the ones who will be waiting are the ones who truly loved you and vice versa
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I know mum loved me she told me towards the end. Yes spirituality does help and I do believe mum is with her mum. I think spirituality has confirmed this. Like you said it is a big comfort but it gets you thinking too. I think people need it now as going through this alone is tough. I got friends but you have a special bond with family members that have passed.
It definitely does help, believing in something canāt be a bad thing. If itās what gets you through the day
I agree with @Wethery52 that if it helps you thatās a good thing. Your mum.may not be here now @Keith68 but you know you had her love to surround you and keep you strong.
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Iām not sure with me but I had a thirst to nail everything since mum passed away. Within 1 hours of buying flowers I was on my way to work. I now feel compelled to find out the secrets of death or the afterlife.
Update on the Stem Cell Collection
I got 64 on the blood, so was confident I could hit the 4 million target so I wouldnāt need to go in. But the count was 1.6 I need another 3 million Stem Cells. So itās back to the hospital again tomorrow. I be taking my Spirits Besides Us book back in. Bit dissapointing
The map of heaven is a very good afterlife book, wrote by a neurosurgeon of all people haha, itās his experience and others who participated in book. I got audio one on Amazon.
You do look deeper inside yourself after losing the best part of your life, your family. Mine were far from perfect , parents were quite screwed up but Iāve learnt to forgive and thatās been a huge learning curve for me. It can either drag you down or raise you up that choice is always yours
Sorry that your results were not what was needed. Are they doing anything different to improve the blood count?
Iām sorry your counts arenāt up to what they need to be, are they able to give you treatments that can boost your cell counts?
I think food high in iron can raise them
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Another 5 hours tomorrow, been sleep couple of hours. Itās tiring.
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No donāt think so, they did offer me a stay in hotel. Might think about that after tomorrow!
Arenāt they giving you growth factor injections? The stay in hospital will save you travelling back and forth
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Iām not staying in! 1.1 was yesterdayās count. I not asked for todayās figure, seems to be a problem with the Hickman line connecting to the machine too. I got injections and Iām Kenda expecting to go back tomorrow.
But the food in hospital is great, worth the stay for that alone!