Hi @Hilz, I am so sorry to read about your son.
I’m glad you were able to join our community here as I’m sure you will find others who can relate to the way you are feeling. A long-running thread has been a source of great help and support for people in a similar situation as you. It’s very long but you can go ahead and join in at any time: Loss of our son aged 27
We also recently launched a Grief Self-Help Service which includes information, personal stories, and interactive tools designed to help you deal with your loss.
I do hope you find our community helpful and supportive. Keep reaching out and please know that we’re here for you.
Take care,
Mick
Online Community team