We finally got our son through IVF, I’m just so glad my Mum got to meet him. Mine loves books too, both of those are good for children to explain it a bit. It’s so tiring putting up a facade all the time, I often look fine on the outside even when I’m not. I have definitely found it helpful on here speaking to others going through this. Feel free to message if it helps you. I set up a thread a while ago as well and a few of us on there have lost our Mum’s and support each other, I will add the link here if you ever want to chat on there as well Missing Mum. Take care x