Is there anyone on here that has had to come to terms with a,sudden loss?
My husband was 53 vibrant, happy full of life and plans for us and our three children.
I went to work one Saturday morning and in the afternoon was called by my panic stricken youngestt son to say that he was on his way with my oldest son to where my husband had been in a crash. It looked serious.
I ran out of work that day and I have never felt such terrifying fear.
It turned out that after collecting my Mum to come for dinner, he had a heart attack and cardiac arrest. He never spoke again. He passed away after 6 days in hospital having been airlifted to Kings college London.
I can’t get my head round his loss at all. I still have palpitations when I think about that day.
I feel overwhelmed at having lost him and unbearable sadness about the things he won’t do.
He laughed about being an awesome grandad one day. He had already planned a speech for our daughter should she ever get married. My heart breaks for my children and I can’t get out from under the weight of this sadness.
How have other people coped. Foes anything make it better?