Floral shirts?
I just rounded off this particular Sunday with the grim task of emailing those old university friends of my husband who I have never met. The ones that kept in touch once a year with a Christmas card containing a round robin newsletter.
I wanted to get in before they posted all their happy family news for the year.
Itās not that I resent anyone else being happy, I just donāt feel up to having my nose rubbed in it just yet.
Evening all ty once again Rose for the candle. It always helps me Sunday is my bad day its 13 weeks today since Gra passed andc12 weeks since I lost my little dog Bobbyā¦
I went to a neighbours for tea tonight it was good having company.
Its been a mixture of weather here in Hull wet sunny warm.
Hugs jo xxx
Absolutely fashion of the day lol.
@Ron11
Is this floral enough?
Itās one of Nās from his āyoufā.
What can I sayā¦ he was quite outgoing and liked to make an entrance ā¦
Definitely bright and cheerful.
Perfect just a bit longer collar lol.
You know I never thought I could ever smile again(temporary though it is) thank you all for a tad of relief,love you all.
Ron.
I think we all need to laugh and smile now and again, it helps me feel normal again if that makes sense.
It sure does puto we all need that, niw scuba the question been are you doing a mini skirt and heels with that, or leather jacket boots and trousers. Hugs Jo xxx
I think Iāll spare you all from either of those visionsā¦
Same here Catrinā¦.
Iām in a village not far from Llanelliā¦. Seems like ages since Iāve seen any blue skyā¦ā¦
Iām near to Aberaeron. Not had much summer at all. Sitting wrapped in a blanket at the moment!
Jevncute so pleased youāve been out for a bit. Hope you had a good time. Iāve been having one of those days today when waves of sadness keep rolling over me. I get up and another knocks me down again.
16 weeks for me. Canāt believe it.
Bless you Wooly its awful isnt it. Yes it was ok but i cant seem to have any enthusiasm for anything. I feel your pain. Hugs Jo xxx
I just want to sleep. Been to bed once. Got up again. Xx
Those waves are dreadful.
Sending a big hug xx
Havenāt slept properly in 15 months. Usually awake during the night several times. Up between 5:30 and 6. Often get up I. The night. Carer arrives at 7 for 30 mins to help me with shower. Normally then donāt see anyone till around 12 when carer comes to get my lunch ready then 5 for dinner.
I can sometimes go a few days without seeing anyone, my son rings most days on his way home from work and my 2 daughters ring maybe once a week if Iām lucky. I tend to do the ringing to see if they are ok.
It is 8 weeks today I lost Richard. I have spent every day and night alone. I canāt believe this is my new life. I canāt do this everyday.