I came across this yesterday 18 months in and I think this about reflects where I am. Anybody else relate? 
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Yes, I can tick everything on the list. 10 weeks for me. Xx
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Absolutely. Almost 5 months and just feel exactly like that almost every day. Xx
Is there an after Survival Mode ???
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Absolutely! 
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14 months for me ,and yes that’s me.
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I’m the same , tick all the boxes on the list .
Also saw this that pretty much sums me up at the moment ( mainly because of our 2 kids ) and why I won’t be joining my wife anytime soon .
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Unity man. 23 months on and this is how I feel most of the time. Take care
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Yes, I am just one month in and can relate to that. Especially being out of control and being so easily upset by triggers. I try not to isolate from others because being with other people who care is mostly comforting.
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I can also put a claim to all of them 8 weeks this sunday for me.xxxx
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18 months for me and i can relate to everything
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I am 7 weeks in and relate to each item listed, in a big way.
I can also add one more to the list.
The inability to go more than 15 minutes with out the thought of the person lost. Which in turn feeds directly in to all the other items listed, making life unbearable at the moment.
I realise I just have to grind out the days/months and years until I can cope better and hopefully can the remember her with happiness for the life we had not just sadness for the life lost.
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Fingers crossed we all get the eventually Steve but I think its going to be a long lonely road till we do. Hugs jo xxx
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It was my birthday yesterday and would have been our 43rd wedding anniversary today. My wonderful friend’s sent flowers my bestie spent time with me. But oh the memories and heartache.
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Happy belated birthday 
the memories are torture, i do hope you managed to enjoy a little of it. Hugs Jo xx
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BBob, it’s my worst fear as my birthday is the same day as my wedding Aniversary.
Hence I would never forget the wedding anniversary to the horror of my wife I did forget a few and when see gave me my cards I had to say flowers were coming later via intaflora.
We laughed about it later.
But a you all know I will never never be able to forget now, or the day she passed.
But in the future I hope to be able to look back at what we achieved together with out the sadness I feel today
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I understand so do I we where happy with just us two. Of course you will never forget its etched in your mind and heart.how i wish we could travel back in time. Even if it was only for minutes.
I was lucky my husband never forgot a date that was more likely to be me. Hugs Jo xxx
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Yep….
Totally relate👍🏻
I’ve become very reclusive
I only go out a couple of times a week & that’s only out of necessity🤷🏼♀️
That’s not me at all!!
I went to Vegas alone at Xmas….
Now I find going to the corner shop difficult!!
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10 months for me, and yes, totally relate to that.
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Yes, me too. 
In survival mode and barely surviving, to be honest.
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Nor me Ulma i am just about existing xxx
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