Taken a Backward step

I feel your pain and can relate to this myself, I lost my husband Mike of 37 years 22 weeks ago (I count in weeks as it seems less time than months) I dont want time to pass and I had a cpl.of weeks where I thought I was going to get through this, but now I feel I am going backwards and cannot look at his pictures without breaking down, I cant even talk to anyone without doing the same, I feel also that people will be fed up.of me been morbid all the time so I now keep.it to myself as do not want to burden anyone. I have been kn a sue ryder bereavement counselling waiting list for a few weeks now, so can imagine how busy they are. I would like every8to know that I can also be a good listener, especially now having the devastating experience myself. Here if you need a chat. Thinking of you at this sad time x

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