What my life is like coming up on a year

Dear lonely, That was such a lovely letter you wrote and thank you for sharing that with me. i was impressed that you were were with your husband Peter for such a long period of time! 50 years could almost be a lifetime for many of us these days. I’m glad to know that you have not lost Peter in your memory bank - Also glad to know you still think of him - I was wondering if I would forget my Madeleine in time. I recall all the things we had done together (both good and bad). I reflect on those days when we were still trying to develop our love for each other. I guess we didn’t think it was going to last. Somehow, it worked out for us. (How blessed I was to have her). Like you, I am so lost without her. We would wake up early - have our morning coffee and be able to talk for hours (she shared so many memories with me - how could I forget her?) She was such a kind and gentle-spirited person - I could help but love her every day. Sure we had our setbacks and bad times - but I never stopped loving her. I was so depressed and sorry when I lost her (still am). I don’t seem to understand this journey we call life as yet, but I am hopeful that one day we will all be joined together in love and peace — I have to hope for that! I want to say how sorry I am that you too have faced loss as well. I am glad you can identify with my story because sometimes the loneliness sets in and you feel so lost and alone. I do miss my wife so much. Thank you again for writing back - your message has meant a lot for me today. I wish you much love and happiness! Thank you dear lady!
Herb (aka greencat)