@Ladysuisei6 This life is absolutely horrible I agree - so horrible, so empty. so sad and so heartbreakingly 
lonely 
I hope and pray 
everyday that it will get better someday sooner or later - fingers 
crossed.
Stay strong & take good care xx
I agree, don’t know how I get through the day x
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@Angel1309 yes we can only hope for some peace in our lives . I absolutely hate my own company in fact I’ve left my flat temporarily and I’m staying with my dad . Me and the cat relocated for a while 
xxx
@Ladysuisei6 I hope you and the cat feel better at your dad’s - good to have a place to escape to! 
xxx
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Angel
I am the same I could not visit my mum’s home it was clacton it’s not the same I don’t know how you feel but I am glad ur with ur dad you both need to Surport each other
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@Angel1309 yes in fact I just dread life in general. When you have such deep love , it’s unbearable to lose them . I just know my life ended on the 16th of January 2023 and it breaks my heart . You take care
@Angel1309 im actually in bed - with the cat 
actually she just fell off ….i think she was dreaming . She misses Baz too you know xxx
@Ladysuisei6 yes totally resonate with you we too had such deep love for each other, inseparable for 37 years - heartbreaking
Stay strong x
i moved back to my hometown four months after my darling had died. i lived down south for forty years but have a lovely retirement flat and family round me. I hated the first few months but it will be two years since he passed in July
I cry every night but i go on and go out as we still have to live. Grief of losing your soulmate never goes away but the world still revolves and our time gets shorter. Time is a great healer i never believed it but its true. Thinking of everyone who has had this loss
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