Hi Zoe
Thankyou for your kind comments, I hope I can bring comfort to some on this site like yourself, I do my best as in all things I do.
re: your demand for payment, if you haven’t got the money you haven’t got the money, and if you are over 60 they cannot throw you out of your house to get possession of it, and if it depends on the sale of your dads house then they will just have to wait, the claim is on your dads estate, not on you, the bum side of that is it will reduce your inheritance.
Probably true about what you said about jesus re the life of brian and he did like parties and I am trying to get his autobiography, a very very intresting man who had the ability to heal any human ailment, he fixed dementia in one man, had a word with him and he put his clothes back on and behaved himself, reminds me of a sergeant major on national service I have heard off, he had a word with people and they toed the line after that.(YOU HORRABLE LITTLE MAN!!!) sorry, couldn’t resist that.
Meditation is a good idea and I am developing an interest in it, I have so many of them at the moment as I begin to reinvent myself and find my way again, that process can take a few years, grief takes its own course, part of us is ripped out with there passing, its not like missing heart beat after the final episode, such trivia is superfishal, NOT part of our lives, it feels as if part of you is missing, which of course it is, you are never the same afterwards.
It is so sad about the Tilbury speech, for a while it was thought that it took place later, accept for the fact queen liz was by that time no longer up to it and was a decaying, semi demented spinster, they might have hired a look alike actress to do it if they really wanted to but apparently did not, and it would take a very brave actress indeed to do it, but they tend not to lack courage, it takes guts to put yourself forward like they do and it could have been done that way and it is just possible the secret might have endured, I wish she had made that speech for real, it would be right up there with ‘I have a dream’ at Ginsburg, ‘we shall fight them on the beaches’ Churchill after Dunkirk, and Kennedys famous speech ‘we choose to go to the moon, not because it is easy, but because it is hard’.
As you will have gathered I have a love of history, and I find it inspirational, Churchill and Douding are among my heroes who bought Britain through her hours of greatest peril since the Vikings and the dark ages, and without them, at the very least we would be communicating in German, Yayu hair Furer!!, that evil had to be stopped no matter what the cost, we, the british, were not always brilliant the way we went about things and did some terrible things in India, and even Churchill sacked a high ranking officer over a masa cure, but, we were far better then the Nazis and the appaling, murderess rogeam created by Hitler and held together with ruthless efficiency, hatred and fear.
My mother, was part of that jeneration, on the 22nd May 1941 she lost her cousin who was serving middle east with the RAF, A.C.1 Cesal Redhead off No10 squadron,
he was an aircraft instrument technician and was 19, I have the plaque dedicated to his memory and presently its castodium,I had it rescued from the church were it was at the request of my mother before it was pulled down for development into flats.
I am interested to know that Churchill was interested in the spirit world, like Dowding, those two men were pivotal to the defence of Britain during the early war years, almost certainly kept this interest from each other and did not trust each other, Churchill had Dowding pact off to canada after the B of B to keep him out of the lime light, I think Dowding was actually more intelligent then Churchill;, he did master mind the chain home defence, what became known as ‘The roof over England’ it is amazing how many grate people are interested in the spirit world, I am in good company.
You should write for Doyle and Hardy, these gentlemen are placing grate trust in you and doing you a grate honour, might even make you wealthy, it would give you a mission in life, to help you to reinvent, and find yourself again, and move on from the darkness into the light, start today if you feel up to it.
You may know of an account to contact Doyle after he passed on using channelling, they inadvertently contacted the captain of the lost airship R101, designed by Barnes Wallis,(not blaming him) apparently he and his crew were not happy at the intrusion and requested to be left alone, they do not always want to cooperate, it is as well to work with them when they do.
Have a good day, I find you a grate support too.
Blessings and piece be with you
Timxx