Your so right, couldn’t have been a worse time, I am only thankful that we got to say goodbye to Jean when we did, as I hear that now you can only have ten people to say goodbye to loved ones
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i said exactly the same. chip passed on the 22/2/2020. i was able to stay with him and be there at the end and we were able to give him a good farewell i feel heart fully sorry for those who are losing loved ones now. for want of a better word we are the lucky ones. I couldnt have gone on if i couldnt have been with chip i would have got to him somehow x
I know what you mean, it must be so awful for the family, I have got to go now but I will probably be back later, if not good night all.
Richard xx
good night godless Richard
good night god bless
Good night Karie, God Bless us all
Richard xx
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Alex2 I will talk to you 2 tomz,
God bless you,
Richard xx
morning all hope you are all safe and well. im struggling today im missing my chip so much
Hi Karie,
It’s funny how some days we feel quite strong and other days it just floors us.
Sending a hug x
i wish i understood my feeling one day i think im coping to well and wonder why im not grieving others i walk around with my heart feeling like its about to explode. i just woke up feeling awful today missing him and just wanting him to come home x
You know the minute you wake up what kind of day you are going to have don’t you? Some days I cry non stop others I could take on the world. Reading everyone else’s posts it sounds like its going to be the norm for us from now on 
X
Yes, you’re right, I think maybe we were just trying to accept it, then this lockdown has brought it all back again and seem to be having more bad days than good days at the minute x
looks that way people keep saying it will get better but at the moment i dont think so
the lock down is making it hard for us all there is no escape from the grief x
Thank god for this site though, it would be even harder without all you lovely lot x
i agree steph. when i struggling i head straight for here and if im having a good day i try and come on and help this site is a god sent. As things are settling down at home i dont feel i can talk to anyone now. But here there always someone there for you x
I’m the same,
Come straight on here and there’s always someone to chat to and try and help x
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I’m feeling guilty for feeling jealous of couples together during the lockdown. I just keep thinking we could be spending all this time together
Tim, was self employed, so he worked all the hours god sent, so didn’t spend much time together, only the odd holiday. Even at Christmas he would have the two days off then back to the long days again.
He worked in London, he was a builder.
So to think of the time we could have together now breaks my heart. I don’t care about the money , being with loved ones is the most important thing in the world . Does anyone else feel jealous of others? X
Oh yes I’m the same I see couples together n think y do you have to look so happy when I’m not. It’s not like me to think like that at all I love everyone me n wish love n happiness for everybody. But when your at home on your own at such a horendous time is torture it’s driving me round the bend arrrrgggggggg xxx
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thats so sad Steph. i agree it would have been wonderful quality time together. Chip had been ill on and off for a couple of years basically house bound for 8 months we spent time together but we had made plans for when he was better plans that we cant do now x
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