Aw no but I’m back in work today I have to can’t be in here on my own any longer I’m classed as a keyworker so I’m allowed to travel for work in my car of course, I can’t work from home as I’m front line staff but I love my job it’s very very rewarding. Well protected aswell xx
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good idea to keep busy x
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Hi Karie, Same as you tonight losing Jean six weeks ago tonight is hurting like hell, call it a night now, talk tomorrow,
Richard xx
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Good night Karie goodnight Richard good night everybody and thank you 
Hey Karie & Alex2 Said I wouldn’tk be back tonighit but I am abdsoulutly had a drink or three, and ilove you aaaaall I just waaant to go to bed and notwake up anymore I ve had enough of this rrrrrrrrRICHardxxxzx
Richard are you here hope your ok x
Hi Richard, How are you doing today? It sounded as though you were feeling very low when you posted this last night. I know that we’ve posted to you before about support services and I know that you are on waiting lists and some face-to-face services are not available at the moment. However, I just wanted to remind you that there are still services you can reach out when you are feeling low while you wait for counselling:
- Grief Chat Is an online instant chat service with professional counsellors
- The Samaritans are there 24/7 by phone or email
Thinking of you. Let us know how you are getting on if you feel up to it.
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Richard getting worried about you x
Richard please let us know your ok we all care x
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im getting worried Alex i wish we had contact details or something
Karie I know coz he’s normally been on by now aw god x
there nothing we can do but wait for him to come on. i hope he ok x
Karie I know me too hope you’re having a good day xx
not as bad as yesterday but im still feeling low. How are you Alex x
Still crap TBH xx
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its a horrible feeling im sort of in a daz today. I dont know what to do we been drawing colouring in Easter eggs for the windows for Easter hunt but then i got sad because i know chip would have done one too. The last two days have been really hard and the worst thing is i havent got my best mate to talk to about it x
I’m here if you feel like a little rant it’s horrible isn’t it I don’t have anybody at home it’s not fair is it Karie. It’s like why is this happening to me you try to stay strong then some days you think why do I keep trying to stay strong. I’m doing it for me for my own sanity ye have to Karie don’t ye big hugs xxxx
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i dont understand my feelings at all i have had days when im ok. i chat to chip kiss him but the last two days when i look at his picture i feel over whelmed and have trouble believing this is forever. i think your being brave Alex. I think my grief was delayed and now the absence of my chip is growing and im pining for him x
How long do we grieve for its the worst pain ever it’s crap awful and lots of other words that I won’t put on here. Were allowed to be angry over whelmed and all the other horrible feelings we get but Karie we have to be strong we can do this we can we have to. Your chip wouldn’t be happy seeing n hearing how sad you are. He’s by your side always has been always will be
i truly hope so xx
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