Fingers crossed you’ll be able to see them, it’s heartbreaking all of this. With the lockdown going to be extended to god knows when, I can’t take not being able to cuddle my two other daughters and grandkids. As the days go on we probably all feel we are going backwards in our grief x
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its all so hard xx
Hi Karie, Steph, Carolann, Sounds like we have all had a crap day again then, just seems to happen doesn’t,
Richard
sneaks up and bites you on the ass good afternoon Richard i did hang on for you last night how are you feeling
Hi everyone I am so sorry to hear you have all had an awful day. Technology is great and at least we can all keep in touch through it but nothing beats being able to talk to someone directly face to face and give them a huge hug. It is way too soon Karie not to remember Chip when you visit places you had both visited together. Richard, Stephtim and Alex you will all get through this dreadful time as long as we are all here to help each other. It would be really weird if none of us felt a sense of loss as you said Karie our routines have changed. Although I have not lost a partner and I thank God for that losing my Mom after caring for her for many years still haunts me. Every day I was back and forth to her to care for her and every other night I stayed with her to make sure she was ok. I often cry when I hear Engelbert Humerdinck on the radio singing Please Release me as that was one of Mom’s favourite songs. Thankfully I am sure we all have some very good happy memories that outweigh the sad ones and in that we are lucky, some people never find true love or have families who love them. The people we love live on through us and they never ever leave us. Hope you all have a very peaceful evening. Off to finish a finance report before tomorrow’s conference call. Sending lots of love and hugs to you all.xxx
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Not so good today again, apart from the usual I just don’t feel good .
Thank you Carolann, Take care.
Richard xx
are you still poorly Richard ? x
Thank you carolann it’s torture when you always done things together like it’s just me now nothing to rush for never do his washing again no bubble bath for me when I get in from work it’s not nice even down to my car he done all that now I’m learning where windscreen wash goes n the basics really. Shopping for myself when I can get out is gunna be weird just little things no more text no more watsap silly messages ringing him to say I’m on my way home it’s just not fair in any way shape or form xx
Richard hope you start to feel a bit better sorry to hear your having a crap day xx
Yes but I can’t think it would be the virus after all this time, I would be very poorly by know.
Alex, so true what you say, it is the little things that you just took for granted now become the big things that you miss
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thank you lovely words x
Your prob run down tired exhausted and just feeling shit in general sorry but it is shit dya know what I know why some ppl turn to drugs or alcohol to forget to block things out
Xx
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Could be, but I have had the symptoms that’s why 111 told me to isolate for 2 weeks, which I have done up to last sunday
are you feeling better though, since you called 111
No not really, yesterday was the best I have felt, that is why I went out for a ride, then this morning felt bad again
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am i strange when i look at chips pictures i stroke down his face and try to feel what it would be like i just looked at a picture and i looked at his hand and felt the urge to hold it. i can feel my hand slipping into his
you may have over done it a ;little bit thats all xx
I hope that your right
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