Yes maybe, Jean was a very strong minded woman so if she can she will.
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Karie, did you see that I got my shopping
perhaps she got some catching up to do Richard yes i did see im glad you got it sorted xx
Karie I was hoping you or someone were going to be on tonight, I don’t know why but I have had the night from hell and I don’t know why, I think I have tried to think that Jean is there and I have got myself into a state, I know I am asking for something that is not going to be there, but I am so desperate, I just wish I could hold Jean once more and tell her that I loved her so much
Richard xx
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im here Richard x
Richard dont try to force it if she is with you she will let you know when she is ready if she isnt she may be attending to some unresolved business. Of course you want to hold her xx
I hung on again for you sorry I didn’t see you message quicker. I hope you ok sleep tight I’ll speak to you tomorrow. Take care big hugs xx
Hi Karie, sorry I missed you last night, this morning is awful again, feel so low just don’t want to live like this, apart from feeling unwell and the way we are having to live, but the overwhelming feeling of grief is the worst I have felt
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Morning Richard,
I’m sorry you’re feeling low and unwell, it’s so awful the feelings that flood over us, the pain and heartache is like nothing we’ve ever felt before.
Hope you might feel a little bit brighter as the day goes on, everyone’s here to listen
Steph x
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Morning Steph, it is hard to handle at the moment, not helped that I can’t physically talk to anyone and in the house on your own for days on end.
Richard
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I know this virus situation is hitting us hard.
We feel lost anyway and this makes it all worse.
At least we have all made new friends with each other in this site, imagine what we’d do without it x
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Richard i dont know what to say. Im feeling the same at the moment so if its any comfort your not alone. Im very confused i thought that with time it gets easier but the last 5 days i have just been sinking realisation has really hit me hard. Like you i dont know how to live with out chip. We will just have to be brave Richard and do the best we can hopefully this wave of grief will pass and we will have a good day. I expect its a build up of everything thats making it hard for us all. If your feeling like i do then all i can say is im with you and im sending you love. x
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Karie and Steph, I know it comes out of the blue and just hits you, very difficult times for all of us, but as you say we have got each other.
Richard x
at the moment Richard i dont know how i would cope with out you lot. Life is going on as normal around me and i hate it. I feel like everyone has forgot chip except for me i dont want everything to carry on as normal. At the moment it feels like something is building up inside but and it cant get out. its getting harder for me i didnt expect this time is meant to be a healer
Karie, That is how I feel also
i wish there was a magic pill we could take x
Just spent the last hour talking to my sister, just to do something to try and take your mind away for a while, would be nice to go and see her
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i think we all need so more human contact its like we are in prison inside of prison are emotions are locked up inside and we cant get them out. Im glad you had a chat to your sister Richard did it help in anyway i just had a cry on my daughters shoulders x
Yes it does help to release your feelings to someone, rather than talking to yourself, which I find I am doing all the time at the moment, have a good old cry karie it helps to release those pent up feelings, it works for me
crying does help richard, I find it hard to cope with the build up inside i swear some days i feel like exploding