Everyone try and sleep a bit better
Love to all my dear friends on here
Doreen xxxx
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Morning
I slept from 9pm ISH to 3:30am. Got up to read for a half hour. Tried to go back to sleep and couldn’t. Kept thinking of my husband, talking a bit to him out loud which I haven’t done before. But I just miss him so much. Still can’t believe I won’t see him again.
As Ron said… been scrolling through all the messages. Had alot to catch up on but it’s made me chuckle. Thanks all
I have a blood test at 930am so will try to get a couple more hours in. But wanted to share.
Xx
Morning Siobhan.
I’ve been awake since 1.50. Just can’t get back to sleep.
Crying most of the time
Same as you I miss him so much. I just want him back
Today is my birthday and its breaking my heart that he’s not here to say happy birthday.
Thats all I want, nothing else.
It’s turned 5 and I need to be up about 7
I just can’t get to sleep
I’m going to try again, 2 hours will be bettet than nothing I suppose
Love and hugs
Liz x x
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Good morning. Good luck with your test this morning. I know I find it hard to sleep xx
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Happy birthday Liz. I know it’s so hard. Take care Sharon xx
Thankyou Sharon
I know we all have to do it
Thanks for caring
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Happy birthday Liz.
I couldn’t sleep in the early days. I don’t sleep well now but getting more of a routine. Usually in bed by 9p.m. Sleep until midnight. Then back to sleep to about 3 a.m. Normally doze then until 6 a.m. Have to be up for my carers at 7 a.m. in first months got about 1 hours sleep a night. Some days I go back to bed for an hour or two during the day.
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Thank you Sandra
It was knowing I was going to wake and Roger wouldn’t be here to say happy birthday.
So I’ve been awake crying like a baby nearly all night. My heart breaking again
I did go off after 5 and I’ve just woken up so I got a little sleep
I have been sleeping much better lately
Lovd and hugs
Liz x x
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This year will be my second birthday without him. It’s so close to Christmas as well. I doubt anyone will remember. Neighbours all used to get together for birthdays but not since Norman died.
And I bet it hurts just as bad
X x
Dear Liz,
thinking of you.
I wish I could give you the birthday present you want.
Your are in my thoughts.
Sending you big, big hugs xxx
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Lovely Liz
Happy birthday. Sorry you feel so sad but it’s understandable. Hope the day has some happier times for you. Much love Lucy 
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Rose, thinking of you and Tony. Hope you had a peaceful night x
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Morning all. I’m up early. Going out today but not till later.
Have the best day possible, x
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Happy Birthday Liz, I hope you have the best day you can
Lots of love
Jane 2
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Liz
Glad you got some more sleep. I managed a little bit too which I am glad as I was worried about getting into an accident if I didn’t get done more. Birthday wishes as I know it’s not a happy one. Hoping you can take some comfort from this group.
@Pudding birthday wishes to you too. It will never be easy.
Thanks to whoever said sleep eventually gets better, brain not engaged yet.Gives me hope.
Morning all. Hope it’s a non swamp day
Xxx
Tĥankyou Rose
How’s things?
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Thank you Flo
I’ll be ok.
We all will be with each others help
Love and hugs
Brianx x
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Hello,
just before 6 a.m. I thought Tony had taken a turn for the worse.
After a while I thought he was unconscious. I cuddled him, spoke to him and watched his breathing.
I really started to think I could be saying goodbye.
Then he opened his eyes, sat up and started grooming himself.
So glad he is still with me.
I just feel mentally and physically exhausted.
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Thankyou Jane 2
I’ll try. My grandaughters will be round later so I must put on a brave face
At least the sun is shining
Love and hugs
Liz x x
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