Morning Siobhan.
I’ve been awake since 1.50. Just can’t get back to sleep.
Crying most of the time
Same as you I miss him so much. I just want him back
Today is my birthday and its breaking my heart that he’s not here to say happy birthday.
Thats all I want, nothing else.
It’s turned 5 and I need to be up about 7
I just can’t get to sleep
I’m going to try again, 2 hours will be bettet than nothing I suppose
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Good morning. Good luck with your test this morning. I know I find it hard to sleep xx
Happy birthday Liz. I know it’s so hard. Take care Sharon xx
Thankyou Sharon
I know we all have to do it
Thanks for caring
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Happy birthday Liz.
I couldn’t sleep in the early days. I don’t sleep well now but getting more of a routine. Usually in bed by 9p.m. Sleep until midnight. Then back to sleep to about 3 a.m. Normally doze then until 6 a.m. Have to be up for my carers at 7 a.m. in first months got about 1 hours sleep a night. Some days I go back to bed for an hour or two during the day.
Thank you Sandra
It was knowing I was going to wake and Roger wouldn’t be here to say happy birthday.
So I’ve been awake crying like a baby nearly all night. My heart breaking again
I did go off after 5 and I’ve just woken up so I got a little sleep
I have been sleeping much better lately
Lovd and hugs
Liz x x
This year will be my second birthday without him. It’s so close to Christmas as well. I doubt anyone will remember. Neighbours all used to get together for birthdays but not since Norman died.
And I bet it hurts just as bad
X x
Dear Liz,
thinking of you.
I wish I could give you the birthday present you want.
Your are in my thoughts.
Sending you big, big hugs xxx
Lovely Liz
Happy birthday. Sorry you feel so sad but it’s understandable. Hope the day has some happier times for you. Much love Lucy 
Rose, thinking of you and Tony. Hope you had a peaceful night x
Morning all. I’m up early. Going out today but not till later.
Have the best day possible, x
Happy Birthday Liz, I hope you have the best day you can
Lots of love
Jane 2
Liz
Glad you got some more sleep. I managed a little bit too which I am glad as I was worried about getting into an accident if I didn’t get done more. Birthday wishes as I know it’s not a happy one. Hoping you can take some comfort from this group.
@Pudding birthday wishes to you too. It will never be easy.
Thanks to whoever said sleep eventually gets better, brain not engaged yet.Gives me hope.
Morning all. Hope it’s a non swamp day
Xxx
Tĥankyou Rose
How’s things?
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Thank you Flo
I’ll be ok.
We all will be with each others help
Love and hugs
Brianx x
Hello,
just before 6 a.m. I thought Tony had taken a turn for the worse.
After a while I thought he was unconscious. I cuddled him, spoke to him and watched his breathing.
I really started to think I could be saying goodbye.
Then he opened his eyes, sat up and started grooming himself.
So glad he is still with me.
I just feel mentally and physically exhausted.
Thankyou Jane 2
I’ll try. My grandaughters will be round later so I must put on a brave face
At least the sun is shining
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Thankyou Siobhan
Yes I managed nearly 2 hours
I’m glad you got some more
Hope the blood test goes ok
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Thats good news Rose
Make the most of him
I know you will
Love and hugs
And a cuddle for Tony
Liz x x