Hi @Shirl55
I’m so sorry for how upset you feel.
So many of us feel the same and we are all here to support each other
You and a few of the others have the added heartache of medical negligence.
As if we aren’t suffering enough.
Just remember, you are not alone
We are all here
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Any of you ladies with a sewing kit ido have a glue gun 
xxx
I have a staple gun.
I’ve got a heat gun x x
Between us we could rival NASA.
Easily, we could take over
Ron could be the first in space.
If he likes it we can all go x x
That was always my dream Liz sadly not to be.
We’re working on it x x
Oh, I don’t want to go to space. Dark and cold. I like sunshine and warmth.
That’s why I moved from Yorkshire.
But I suppose the bubble wrap is quite insulating.
Tell you what, I will cheer you all off and be the welcoming party when you get back.
I will have to find a replacement Kenny Rogers of course.
But, who knows, when I get my Dolly’s done, I might decide to be Barbie and just find Ken instead of a Kenny.
Sod ‘Jolene’, I am now learning the words to I’m a Barbie girl, in a Barbie world, it’s fantastic, made of plastic………
Try harder lol
Sorry Ken’s not a patch on Kenny it’s the beard.
Now come on.
It’s not rocket science.
Well actually I suppose it is a🤭
I bet he doesn’t sing as well either x x
Mmmm I can do a reasonable meatloaf if pushed.
I have a distant relative, a nephew a thousand times removed, who really is a rocket scientist. He lives in one of the Carolinas and works for NASA.
He is a nice bloke, but I wouldn’t trust him to turn my air fryer on.
Xx
Oh my dear alilya
I am so sorry that you are so very low…
We all know how you feel believe me.
It is the hardest thing for any one who loves
To go through.This is what shows us what true love is.
The trouble is we can’t change what has happened and o my god I wish I could I would
Do anything to get my Sam back.
I have even bargained with God!!!
I feel like you and the many many bereaved
People on this marvelous site who step up
and support each other.
I am here for you please don’t forget that
Post me an time love and support Doreen xx
Hi @Dol1
I’m glad it’s not just me.
I’ve begged, I’ve pleaded, I’ve promised the earth and yes I’ve bargained with God
Nothing works
But still I can’t accept that he’s not coming back
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Every morning when I wake up it hits so hard and I just start crying. Does anyone else feel like this every morning?
Hi @Alilye
How far in are you?
I’m 7 months.
It used to get me like that and sometimes it still does
Mostly its just an overwhelming sadness now.
But I still cry every day, somtimes more than others. Sometimes just very wet eyes.
Sending you the biggest hug
Liz x x
Hi Liz. Only five weeks but feels so much longer. 